Sick and Tired

13th January 2010

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Last one I think… :P

Welp, I’m gonna change my link and i’m only gonna tell certain people! partly because I cant really remember the email that well.. Keep forgetting.. :P

6th January 2010

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One thing I hate about adults… Two things actually but it doesn’t sound that nice. :P and I’m pretty sure you guys will agree.

-:: One ::- When they talk, we must shut up. Eventhough we’re the one talking first. More like when we talk, they don’t wanna listen to OUR stories. It’s so frustrating.

-:: Two ::- What ever wrong/funny thing they did never happened. And no matter who’s fault it is, we have to say sorry or they will merajuk.

Someone tell me my parents arent the only ones who do this!!! :O

They want us to act like adults yet when we participate or even just try to talk, they ignore us. I just realized it, really. But I feel… Y’know… Likethat… It’s hard to explain. :P

Poo.. I gotta go get ready my bag for tomorrow..

3rd January 2010

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Okay, I’m back from Johor and I feel sorry for my grandma. I think she’s over 90 years old. She can’t recognize her own daughter sometimes and she’s slowly losing her eyesight. She’s losing her mobility and she can’t eat good food now can she? But the saddest part of her own birthday was when everyone was gathered around the cake. Somehow she seemed out of place. With all the aunties and uncles laughing and talking behind her chair, she seemed…. Blur. /:

On the way back home stuck in the car, I kept getting angry for some funny reason. I get mad fast. No idea why so suddenly. Like just now I just fumed cause mom and jie kept calling me stupid. Hot air was coming outta my ears then I sort of cursed my sis. I said I hope she fails at everything she does. Then I said I hope she fail her spm. Yay!

Then my dad said he doesn’t know what’s happening to me. Neither do I! Then I cried right there and then in the stupid fucking restaurant. Yay!

These things they say I am isn’t what I am anymore but the names don’t go away. They always come back. Even when I change. Yay!

Clumsy Stupid Picky Vulgar Crybaby

I stopped ok?! I stopped but everytime you call me that again, the habits come back. So someone look me in the eye and tell me I’m not trying at all. Cause I’m trying so hard I think I’m going insane!! D:

I am going insane! Why am I so emo the day before school starts? Sejarah? BINGO babeeh! Still… I look forward to seeing my beloved friends!! ;D

31st December 2009

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Paris is amazing! :D taking the train and walking in the cold weather was really relaxing…

Got off the plane and went to take our baggage. Had to wait so long!! :( anyway after that we had to take a bus and actually go outside… Let me tell you, first time ever I have felt that kind of cold breeze in my life!!! It was about 2-3 degrees I think. I always thought it’d be bearable with just a jacket but seriously, without the winter jacket that was supposed to be my sisters…. (down filling) I would die!!! D: I was wearing four layers including the winter jacket with a scarf and a beanie… Wear that in Malaysia and you’ll sweat to death. Well, it was like 6 in the morning in Paris while we departed at like 11 am… Very za dao… -.-

Well, the bus stopped and we got off. Dad was there waiting… :D we couldve took the underground train but we walked instead. It wasn’t that far… :)

Well, sis and I sleeping in pullout bed while mom and dad are curled up upstairs. Tv is all in french except one channel that shows English movies. :) there’s a balcony and I can only get wifi there. :P

Rained quite a lot and didnt snow at all!!! It wasn’t cold enough to snow… :( Oh! And while I was napping in the afternoon here, I was getting SMS-es saying merry Christmas when it was only Christmas eve here…. :P replied some and sorry if I didn’t reply… Expensive!!! :(

Ate mostly Maggie mee and pasta and mushroom soup… :) still haven’t eaten ratatouille! Man I wanna taste that!! :(

I saw the arc and the river seine. And the eifel tower of course… Simply gorgeous. The art, the music and the sights and sounds of Paris is just overwhelming!! In the underground trains… In the tunnels… I’ve seen so far a violinist, someone playing the accordion and another person playing the blowing piano? I have no idea what it’s called. They’re awesome but they were beggin…

Christmas day… I can see the starry sky from the balcony. It’s just beautiful… :) saw the eifel tower on Christmas day.. Jam-packed!! There’s an lift up the eifel tower but the line is so long!! :( still, we lined up and sort of froze to death waiting. Worst thing is when we reach there it was the one where we had to climb stairs up the floors of the tower. It’s cold enough down there and it’s even colder up there with the wind blowing in my face, freezing my nose and ears off!!! But it was worth it. :) the view is beautiful! I could see everything! The opera house… The grand palace… The seine river… Felt like I could see till the edge of the world! We only went up to the second floor though… Then we took a lift down and the end.

Next day we went to the opera house. There was a painting on the ceiling… Forgot what they call those things. :P no opera though. But you know, I don’t really mind. :) after the opera house we planned to go shopping but that store wasn’t open. :( Europeans is definitely not like Malaysian. Malaysians have shopping malls open until 10pm, Monday to Friday! They close early on Sundays. :( so not much shopping… Besides, it’s all in euros! Which mean everything is x5. So cheap there is expensive here. :P

So after that we took a train to bruxelles. That’s in Belgian. Checked in. Went out again sight seeing. Belgian was colder than Paris. We saw the pissing boy fountain. It’s kinda popular. :P we (me and sis) were freezing and mum wanted to see the fountain. So we froze and froze and for what? To see the tiny pissing boy. It’s like… You see pictures of it and think it’s like really big or something. It’s not actually. It’s tiny. You know, sometimes they dress that statue. XD

Next day, we’re off to gent to see uncle geert. XD gent is in belgian too. It’s really nice and I like that place. Uncle geert told us so many things about his home town and he made jokes while sort of telling us the history of that place. It’s really medieval there. There’s the palace of the counts. Drizzling a bit when we were there but bearable. :) there was a room where they showed torture devices! I like that room… :) I’m such a saddist.. There was a gullotine too! The head chopping thing.. And the blade is original though the other wood thing wasn’t so the blade really has chopped off heads. :0

Day after that we’re off to Bruges. One thing I’m gonna remember bout that place is the holy blood chapel. Not grand. Not big. But it says it has the basilica of holy blood (Jesus’s blood). I saw it and it’s clod and we almost missed it cause try were gonna close up already. :P

And that’s the last of my holidays in Europe. Next day early in the morning, we leave for the airport and board the plane. The flight back we took buisness class. :) first time and it’s so much better. :) yummy satay! :D enjoyed myself on the plane then towards the end, meaning almost landing, I looked at the calendar and dreaded every second. Why? Well, 1st January 2010 was spent in the plane. :X didn’t mind that. Then 2nd and 3rd I’ll probably be in Johor. And then 4th school starts. :( I won’t have a few days to laze around. :( I’ll be in JOHOR to celebrate my grandmas birthday when I could be at home lazing around… Or doing something else! I don’t know!! Oh… And my sis gets bitchier every day! No idea why.. She keeps calling me stupid when I say stuff.. When actually she’s the stupid one!! Grr… So mad at her… >:(

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Sigh.

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I’ll have to deal with it. P.S this post was written bit by bit day by day so I might sound happy in one then angry the next. :) sorreh!

Note: I didn’t get to see snow. F@*%#!!! But… Omg! The French are so hot!!! XD

Lastly… Happy new year and have a good year people! I love you guys… :)

23rd December 2009

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Comic fiesta day 2 was a bit boring. :( normally on the second day the doujin booths cut the prices and stuff but it’s so weird cause this year only like 2 or 3 doujin booths did it. Second day didn’t really buy anything. Only a few badges cause they were so cute! Adlyn came on the second day but I think she was a bit bored. :( believe me adlyn, I felt it was boring too! Maybe next year it’ll be more fun? :)

Ooh!! Kaoru was there and there was an autography session!! I brought the artbook I bought the last day, Sugar Addict by kaoru! She autographed it along with the other comic I brought. So so happy! :D

Watching spongebob now to pass the time. A few more hours and we’ll be leaving for the airport. Then on to Paris. :) can’t wait to see my dad. Miss him a lot. :(

22nd December 2009

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I think everyone has a certain part of their life when they truly wish they could freeze time, whether it was three years ago, today, or whether it was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. Everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop, the world would stop turning and people would stop changing, because to them, everything was perfect at that very moment.

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